*GRABS THE NEAREST BOTTLE OF BOOZE AND SITS DOWN AT THE BAR TO DRINK IT*

*BASICALLY DRINKING HERSELF INTO OBLIVION AT THIS POINT*

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*CLEANS THE BAR AGAIN EVEN THOUGH SHE ONLY DID IT AN HOUR AGO*

*IS TOTALLY NOT TRYING TO DISTRACT HERSELF*

SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT.

WHAT THE HELL POSSESSED ME TO TAKE A DEMON AT HIS WORD?

GOD DAMN I'M AN IDIOT.

*SIGHS*

JOHN HONEY? WE NEED TO TALK.

IN THE MEANTIME...

*OPENS THE BAR*

ANYONE WHO'S DONE SOMETHIN' DUMB BECAUSE OF PAZ, IS ANNOYED BECAUSE OF PAZ, OR WHO GENERALLY WANTS TO DRINK THEIR FEELIN'S CAN COME ON IN...

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I SWEAR I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS AS BAD AS IT WAS. I KNEW SOMETHIN' HAD HAPPENED BUT BECKY KEPT THE DETAILS TO HERSELF. WHEN LUCI WAS AROUND TO TELL I TRIED TO CONVINCE HER TO GO TELL HIM HERSELF BUT SHE WAS SO WASTED AND SHE BEGGED ME NOT TO TELL HIM...I DIDN'T WANT TO BETRAY HER AS MUCH AS I FELT AWFUL FOR NOT TELLIN' LUCI ( Read more... )